Thursday, 23 January 2014

Updates on my first few weeks of 2014!

This draft has actually stuck in here for days HAHAHA.
Pardon me for delaying due to the busyness I get from preparing for Chinese New Year, and also my laziness. 

So, for the first few weeks of 2014, there's 2 highlights.

First of all,
Brunei's 13th Consumer Fair 2014 (8th Jan - 12th Jan)
The 13th consumer is being held in the ICC (International Convention Centre) and I've been working as part-time promoter for a company, Ten Ten Distribution, from Regent Square, Kiulap.
It was fun working with my colleagues, especially when ALL of them are fun and awesome people to hang out with!

Our group photos, taken from my Instagram.
Too lazy to post up individual ones HAHAHA.
It was a great working experience I had, working in such a big event. Learnt a lot of stuffs, meeting new people, and getting to know more about them was really fun!
My legs were very sore from standing whole day and mouth was super dry from talking and advertising about the products to the costumers. Ended up having sore throats, until now! :( boohoo!
But it's okay! Totally worth it hehe

Taken from Instagram too. W le Sheryn :D

The origin of this photo was actually a free giveaway. They were giving out 4 free eggs if you posted up photos of you with the signs provided, as shown in the picture.
So, why not take it?! IT'S FREE HAHAHAHAHA #cheapass much


During this event, Sheryn and I came across this booth, Malppy, a local online shopping site.
As online shopaholics, we definitely did check out their booth and their website.
The price was pretty moderate but with the quality of clothes they brought to their booths, it was pretty good and worth the price you paid for.
While our visit, they offered us free photo booth sessions as we signed up on their website.

    
-coughs- ignore the writing error HAHA apologies, it's malppy, not mapply

They also had the photos printed out immediately after we edit our photos. (how cool is that!) 
The white doll Sheryn was holding is apparently Malppy's doll, and its so cuteeeeee!

And hi, meet Zul, a new friend, and one of Malppy's employee (I think?) ts
He's the one who's been guiding me and Sheryn around Malppy's booth haha!
I guess that somehow sums up my consumer fair experience. 


Moving on, secondly, which isn't really a happy experience , and I really really really don't want to experience it ever again.
The first time I've Food Poisoning
Warning: Reader Discretion is Advised as it may contain things you find disturbing and would not want to imagine.
Somehow I got lucky because I didn't have it on the days that I'm working, but the day after my last day of work, I fell sick and feverish, and I thought it was just normal fever with sore throat, due to lack of drinking water and continuous talking. 
Being a stubborn me, I refused to eat Panadol cause I never liked pills and refuse to depend on them, and hoping I could recover soon, by my own immune system.
But, things just got worse. Due to my fever, I don't really have appetite to eat. And I started puking out some sorta green liquid (eww yuck!) and pooping out water very frequently
I searched up Google because I was curious what I was puking out and it turns out to be bile juice that was created by my liver. The taste was unbearable for me, it's really bitter as it seems and leaves a super bad vomit taste on your tongue.
Ok lah maybe I should probably stop describing HAHAHA. Gives me chills whenever I think of it.

After puking and pooping literally water out, my body began to feel numb. A friend of mine suggested that it's due to the dehydration and my body is not absorbing any water I'm taking in. In the end, I have to be sent to the hospital at 9pm. 
Thank god I didn't have to stay over at the hospital. I don't really like the atmosphere there.

I really hate going to the hospital :(

I had to put on this drip water so I can take in water into my body, since my body has been rejecting water out whenever I take it in.

I no likey needles :(
I was so nervous that I kept talking bullshits non-stop to my friend who brought me to the hospital.
I kept on talking and joking and laughing to calm myself down but in the end when I saw the needle I panicked and didn't want to put on this cause it looks so painful T_T
Luckily the pain was bearable.
Buuuuuut I was so scared that I didn't move my hand at all the whole time.
Had all kinds of wild thoughts that it might come out if I accidentally move my hand too hard and had to put it back in and other stupid stuff. D:

Hey don't judge me it's my first time going in to the hospital dripping water. T_T


And the amount is fucking HUGE.
My friend told me that it used to be much more smaller and so didn't have to drip so long. (that's why I came by because I thought it was gonna be like 30 min or so)
In the end, I had to stay in the hospital for 2-3 hours for the water to drip finish and finally got home after midnight.
This dripping water reminds me of those Chemistry titration practicals :X and it grinds my gears watching it drip slowly brr
I had to distract myself from looking cause its really scaring me, watching a tube connected to my hand wtf
Also, they took a blood test for me (faints, another needle poking into me) to further confirm that what I had was food poisoning, not other sickness like the currently-no-cure-for-this-mosquito-bite disease, the Japanese Encephalitis, which was trending in Brunei quite few months ago.
This hospital experience sucks, not because of the doctors or service is bad, but cause I really hate going to hospitals T_T


And whew, boy I typed quite a lot. HEHE
Chinese New Year is coming, but which also means that the releasing of results is also coming soon too!! ohmygoddddddd
so nervous about it! so many uncertainties and I really hope I can get good grades!!
Questions about my future kept popping up in my mind more and more frequently.
what if I get bad results? what if my results isn't sufficient to get in a good university? what if I wasted these 2 years and have to go on foundation year again? 
It's like watching a horror movie, wanting to watch because of curiosity to the plot but scared of the effects and shits T_T
Ahhhh I wish time would go faster so I can stop feeling so anxious :(

Monday, 6 January 2014

Hello 2014!

Happy new year 2014, guys! 
May joy and love and rain and sunshine be with you throughout the year hehe

Uh, I'm not gonna start this new year new me new resolutions new... 
I don't know what else can it be new ._. this shit thing kinda gets old ever year and then =_= 
People just don't get suddenly mature up and stuff, right?
It's like, you don't get suddenly grown up and know what to do with your own life once you hit 18. But I do really hope there is, cause honestly speaking I am really afraid and uncertain of my own future. T_T 



Yep, pretty much sums up what I just typed.


I always have this guilty conscious with me whenever I just leave my blog on hiatus mode.
Aaaaaaaand look, it's been a year plus since my last update. LOL
But it's okay la, it's not like there's someone constantly checking my blog and see whether I did update something or not, right? 
I mean, after all it's been a year. -trying to remove the guilty feeling- hehe 

I should've typed this post on the first few days of 2014, as this is supposed to be a new year post? But it's still the first week of the year. So, close enough? ^^" Plus hor, you readers don't complain so much as this is my blogging comeback k . HAHA 


There's a lot to update on my blog! Afterall, it's been a year :x

First of all, I am finally finished with my high school education, and soon, moving on to a whole new life soon, university. woohoo!

BUT, before that, damn . 
I'M SO FREAKING WORRIED ABOUT MY EXAMINATION RESULTS AHHHHH DHNKANWVBASVANBNNNRV super kancheong la ermehgerd

I took my BGCE A Levels Examinations last year during October/November period 
Trust me, I did not touch a single game, 
and it's really suffering for a frequent gamer like me. 
FOR. TWO. WHOLE. MONTHS, in order to make me fully focus in studying. 
But as a full-time pro procrastinator, I managed to easily slack off a lot during that period. I, of course, regretting it badly now, and hoping that my results wouldn't be really bad. eeks

So, I'm gonna post here, my predictions of my own results.
I took 3 A-Level subjects (Chemistry, Mathematics & Physics) and 1 AS-Level subject (General Paper). duh, the Asian subjects. LOL.
And here, I'm overestimating my results, cause it's good to be positively minded, right?! 

Mathematics;

Wrote this first because I kept telling people that this is my most confident subject I've been facing for these 2 years. 
But, there is this one particular paper almost everyone is terrified of. Those who took Mathematics in A Levels should know which. And goddammit, the paper is really difficult and has crushed my confidence completely. 
Also, I did not get to finish the papers and left 2 questions, which are worth a little more than 20/75 of the paper, blank. Yeah, fml.
So, therefore, my prediction for this subject is B3 .

Chemistry; 

People would tend to say Chemistry is difficult to understand. But I prefer Chemistry more than Physics, honestly. Sorry, Sir B!
But yet, it's really difficult for me to understand some topics in Chemistry, been skipping my teacher's classes and sleeping too :X Her voice is too soothing and she never gets mad at us before. Ok now I'm feeling guilty for doing so. :( SORRY!
Ok, so for chemistry, I hope I can get a B3/B4.

Physics;

I swear, during these 2 years, I've met the most interesting lecturer in my life.
Dear Sir B, if you happen to be reading this, with 99.9999999% of possibility that you won't be anyway, you, Sir, is the best coffee-cher I've met in my life. And I really do love your classes! Thank you so much for giving me lots of reasons not to skip your class, nor sleep in it. LOL. You made physics seem even more interesting to me. Buuuuut I'm still sorry I don't have a high chance to get an A for you. Stay Awesome!
Prediction: B4

General Paper;

I wouldn't say much cause I really forgot how badly/greatly I did for my papers. I do roughly remember that I somehow wrote out-of-topic for my essay writing :x
And my English Language is quite bad too.
Somemore I always skip/sleep during classes.
Yes I know I love sleeping in class. 
So, I would wanna bet my GP is getting a C5.


Yep.... Now I'm just gonna pray hard and burn 99999999 joss sticks to every God I know to let me have a pretty, beautiful results so I can get into a nice university.
I'm just kidding about the joss sticks, but have been hoping and wishing everyday tho.


I'm not gonna post up everything I've been doing for the past year, 2013.
So highlights would do, if that is I remember what I did. :X
Maaaaaaaaybe on the next blogpost. -being a lazy ass again-

Let's hope for the best!