Peaches

Happy, happy holidays guys~
And a late congratulations to those who graduated :)
You'll find a new journey ahead of you.
Go and have funnnnnn~

For those who think why dafaq am I writing a blog post at this wee hour,
well, i don't know too.
But it's not because I have a fucked up sleeping pattern :X
I have a reason to stay up this late. :D
Right boo? ;)

Went to my cousin's wedding today,
and it's my first time going to a wedding (no kidding!)
It's really an awesome experience for a first timer and being one of the bridesmaids :D
Had lots of fun torturing and making fun of the groom and the brothers while they're trying to reach for the bride and marry her back home. :)

2 more events to go before I leave for my vacation ~
Prom night for the graduates 2012 tonight, and the wedding night on the 1st of Dec.
Then I'm off to Kuching to visit my relatives on the 2nd,
and then Taiwannnnn! Can't wait :D

More updates will come soon!

Ending up this post with this video.
Post title is the background music's name.
Peaches by New Heights.
Enjoy ~

You say good morning, and good evening

The day is done, and you've come to find

The words are fleeting, I hear your quiet breathing

Is something wrong?

You come on two knees, with more than two needs

Finding that it's all too easy

To be helped and found

You slept and he said

(Chorus)

It is in you, to carry on

It is in you, to lay down fears that hold

It is in you, to find your way home

[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/n/new_heights/peaches.html ]

Daylight's coming, the sun is blazing

New beginnings seep into you

But in the end it's distant shadows

That finally overwhelm your senses

And this time around

Is it love that you crown?

And this time around

You'll be more than who you are

(Chorus)

It is in you, to carry on

It is in you, to lay down fears that hold

It is in you, to find your way home

[Guitar]

[Drums]

Whoa oh oh oh... 

(Repeats)

Could you find yourself a way home? (4x)

(Chorus)

It is in you, to carry on

It is in you, (ohh) to lay down fears that hold

It is in you, (ohh) to find your way home

xiaograss,

signing off. 

放了自己

It's kind of awkward for not posting in such a long time, then *poof* a new blog post comes.
Okay la, maybe it's not awkward at all, I'm just making it awkward =_=

So......... Hello guys! :D
Really really really sorry for not posting anything related to my life in such a long time.

In case you missed my face.... HEHE

Yes, it's the same picture I posted in Instagram few days ago.
Please follow me if you do have one too! :D The link is [here].


My school examinations actually ended 3 weeks ago :X
But I still need to go to school, for lessons and lessons. 
Thank god it's coming to an end. * December please come faster :( *
Not that I don't like school/lessons, it's just that been a bit tired and stress out from continuous studying x_x
Ok larh, maybe I didn't study much. 
Just feeling a bit worn out from late sleeping and early waking up for school.
But I love staying up late for some reason :D


And yes, I'm back to playing MapleSEA since 2 months ago. 
At first I didn't know why I have the urge to play it suddenly, but I guess I know why now. =)

For people who quit MapleSEA long time ago and wants an update,
New classes of jobs have been released recently, Zen and Phantom.

This is Phantom. Pretty cool, right?

Zen is actually pirate class adventurer who wields a gun and a special shield.
A mixture of pirate, Mechanics, and a little bit of martial arts :D
It's actually called a Dragon Warrior in MapleStory TW.

And, Phantom is one of the 5 heroes who sealed away the Black Mage and he's part of thief branch.
He's kind of special because he's using cards to attack.
Sounds a bit like Yu-Gi-Oh to me at first x_x 
then I realise it's a total different thing. He literally used cards to attack, not summon monsters LOL
So.. I guess that's all I could update you guys..?
For more information, please visit MapleSEA's website. :D
Haha & join me play MapleSEA too~



Here's an update on my current social life:
I guess everything went too fast, and I didn't know how to react.
I don't blame people being impatient and wanting results fast, due to the increasing speed of changing in the contemporary world.
It's just really sad that people want things too fast, and tend to forget about the beautiful surrounding.

Lots of things have been happening within these few weeks.
A lot of changes have been made too. I'm not quite sure I could catch up with that.
But the only thing I could do now is to move on, catching up on what's happening around me.
I guess I'm done with this. Goodbye.

"You are stronger than anything that can happen to you."

Okay lar, I should probably stop emo-ing.
Look at the bright side, grass! If not you cannot photosynthesise! LOL *bad jokes for xiaograss*
Boo's the best thing that has happened to me this year.
I'm glad that he contacted me. =) It's been 3 years! Wow 
And also, this means that more time for yourself, family and friends, yay!

So, ending up with this post with this song!

Yes, this post title is the song's title.
I really like this band. And their songs. Lyrics are quite meaningful, and not shitty at all.

沒有任何人可以回到過去重新開始 

有的事情只要勇敢的說再見 

任誰都可以從那時開始，重新看看天空 

給自己新的機會，

邁向全然不同的結局。

Signing off, 

xiaograss

Cheers.

你发觉到了吗？

你发觉到了吗？

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，
总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，
你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、
恋著你，不论做什么事情，
只要能一起，就是好的，


但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，
你开始发现了对方的缺点，
於是问题一个接著一个发生，
你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，


有人说爱情就像在捡石头，
总想捡到一个适合自己的，
但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？
她适合你，那你又适合她吗?


其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，
或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，
但是记住人是有弹性的，
很多事情是可以改变的，
只要你有心、有勇气，
与其到处去捡未知的石头，
还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮，你开始磨了吗？



很多人以为是因为感情淡了，
所以人才会变得懒惰。
错！
其实是人先被惰性征服，
所以感情才会变淡的。



在某个聚餐的场合，
有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好，
这时候有个中年男人忽然说「十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候，
她说要吃十只虾，我就剥二十只给她！
现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧！」

听到了吗？明白了吗？
难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，
却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。
因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。
如果每个人都
懒得讲话、
懒得倾听、
懒得制造惊喜、
懒得温柔体贴，
那么夫妻或是情人之间，
又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？


所以请记住：
有活力的爱情，
是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，
谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！



有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，
可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了，
当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟，
他的男朋友很不高兴的说：
你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了，
我以後再也不会等你了！
她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了



同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境；
女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头，
他的男朋友说：「我想你一定忙坏了吧！」
接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上，
此刻，女孩流泪了
但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。



你体会到了吗？
其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！
爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时，
很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！
懂了吗？


当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。
那并不代表你会选择他。
我们总说：「我要找一个自己很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。」
但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，
你却无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。
没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。


假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？
其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。
或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，
但是你有没有想过『在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发觉而已呢？』
所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！他或许已经等你很久喽！



所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。
如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来，完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。



所以请记住，
喝酒不要超过六分醉，
吃饭不要超过七分饱，
爱一个人不要超过八分



那天朋友问我：「到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢？」
我笑著跟他说：「其实每个人的爱情观都不一样，说对了叫开导，但就怕说错反倒变成误导。那就糟糕了！」
如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：



爱一个人，
要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求，而不是向对方诸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

In the midst of procrastination

Hey ya~

It's been a while since the previous post. (2 months...? Oopsie :X )
I'm really sorry for not updating anything in my blog.
Been busy with my school work (excuse) and can't find anything to blog about(another excuse)

My school life in SMSA has been quite boring, well, not exactly VERY boring.
It's just that I really miss my previous school life, where I could participate in various activities held by the school.
I would really love to join any events held by the previous school, but somehow I couldn't find that enthusiasm in this school. (no offense) :X
And there's not much happenings here *le sad*

Well, why am I in the midst of procrastination?
It's because I'm actually having my End of Year examinations currently, until next next Monday, 22nd of October.
And really, I can't get a thing into my head T_T
A lot of relationship problems has been happening, and I've been searching ways to getaway with problems.
It ain't wise but it's the only thing I can do nao, cause I have to concentrate on studies currently.
Maybe I'm just not ready to tackle with relationships now. I'm so young T_T

So, in case you're wondering, what physical changes I've been through these past months
(cause I know you missed my face HEHEHE)

no..?










Well, I got my hair back to natural colour. (If you followed me in Instagram, you'll know I dyed it few weeks ago)
And got tanned... why?

Here's a picture few minutes before I got tanned!
Haha!









Yeap, that's my current school's P.E. attire.
So....
Guess what happened?



Because my General Paper class is finally bringing us to an awesome-mistic trip to snorkelling few weeks ago!! Blurp blurp!
At first we all thought that there isn't any places for snorkelling/scuba diving in Brunei.
But after researches, we found out this Poni Divers Club which is 2 hours drive away from our school!
With this club, we knew about Brunei's coral reef sites, and amazingly it's well protected!

Bruneians, believe it or not! No, this is not Labuan, this is not KK.
These pictures are actually taken in Brunei waters!

Beautiful, ain't it?
But we didn't went for scuba diving, due to its cost and student's inexperience :(
You need to get a certificate to dive in offshore waters, btw.


So, here's what we did!

Arrival of us at the Serasa Beach! 

This is where death do us apart... NO LA 

This is where they divide us into groups of 3, Alpha, Beta and Charlie (the weird one)

All 3 group's schedule are the same, but at different times.

And of course, I got into Charlie..

I must say that their management is pretty great!

then we divide each other again into 3 smaller groups.

And here's my group! The sea horses!

Actually I wanted the name to be sea unicorns :( more unique

but there's a group called sea mosquitoes, like whutttt

we had beach cleaning first! 

Chris, my big bro Ronald, Chang and Jed

well, we found a lot of weird stuffs.

I found an Ultraman head. haha

We had a small seminar about Coral reefs in Brunei by Thye(white shirt) and Evo, the angmo.

The angmo really got many girl fans from SMSA already hahaha

And nao, preparing to go to the seaaaaaaaaaaa!

Having our equipments ready! 

But first! we need to practice in shallow waters 

(as most of us never tried snorkelling before and some don't even know how to swim)

wheeeew~ 

And finally! we're ready to go offshore! :D

My group went to this boat, faster than the other one :P teehee!

And me and other 2 friends (Sinyee,Elroy) got the VIP seat, which is the most frontal part of the boat!

It's probably the best reason I won't ever regret of going to this trip and get myself tanned with 2 colours xD

And why is that so? I'm the kind of person who likes rollercoasters and loves challenging things.

And when you're seated there, waves go head-on to the boat there.

The impact may even make your ass leaves the surface of the boat.

The whole journey there, we were screaming and laughing! Haha

It's really fun! :D

But if you have a problem with seasick-ness, then you shouldn't try this seat.

this was the inner view of the other boat.

After like 5~10 minutes of boat ride, we finally arrived our destination! 

Looks really pretty inside and outside!

P.S. No one dares to take the risks of losing their cameras to the sea, so no photos of the Coral Reefs are taken.

haha! getting out of the boat!

Hey! i spotted Nemo!

And there's loads of Doris in the sea 

yayyyyyyyyyyyy! FUN FUN FUN FUN!

Looking forward to another trip!

And......... 

Here's the cute crew members! 

Here's what we did! :D
Definitely would go there again some other time!
Check out their Facebook page Poni Divers and Poni Dive Club for more info!


I guess that's enough for an update!
Will update this blog more frequently, I promise! *cross fingers*
hehe!

toodles~ 

xiaograss

你很忙，你一直很忙，我知道。

你要忙到什么时候，其实我也知道，就是一直忙下去。

等你不忙的时候，开始换我忙。

    

我很忙，我一直都在忙，你不知道吗！

忙些什么？你怎能问我这个问题，难道你看不出来吗！

你自己忙时难道我有质疑过你的忙吗！

我要一直忙，一直忙，一直忙到或许等你特开始忙的时候，才可能渐渐不忙。

    

我们都很忙，我们一直很忙，

忙得无法告诉对方我们何时不忙，我依然爱你，想抱抱你。

但我们很忙，我们的忙，一切一切都是为了我们的将来，不是吗？

我体谅你。请你也体谅我。我们继续忙吧！爱你。

New School

Ohai people~

:D

It's been like 2 weeks, i guess, since i last blogged :P

I'm so so sorry for the hiatus.

teehee

Loads of things has been happening,

and I'M BACK TO SCHOOL!

I dunno it is supposed to be a happy thing or a sad thing :s

I've decided to continue my studies with 6th form, in Sekolah Menengah Sayyidina Ali.

Every morning I have to wake up, super early, to get prepared for it.

The school is more than 15km away from my house T_T

and the school starts at 7.30AM !!!!

Since I'm living in a Muslim country,

which means, if I'm going to a public school,

i will need to wear a tudung . (google search it)

and brunei is a super hot country, cause it lies near to the equator.

which means that IT WILL BE SUPER HOT FOR THE GIRLS WHO'S WEARING TUDUNG.

ASLDFNFWEO;IFWFJFCSDLNC;SAJF] *le rage*

i've been to the school for some classes already,

and

the orientation just ended yesterday.

classes are starting this saturday !

my tutors are awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

yayyyyyyyy!

thank god

ok la,

enough with all these words .

here's a pict of me wearing a tudung .

LOLOLOLOL

i look so chubby

but im cute !!! HAHAHA

im just kidding :P

when i took off my tudung,

my hair is so messy x.x

and thanks to my hair band which tied a low ponytail ,

my hair "bends" in the end.

I CAN HAS FRINGE AGAIN !!!!

YAY YAY YAY !!

friend: "wah, you cut hair ah?"

me: "no la, my hair decided to grow back inside"

SO CLOSE..

seriously!!

I just went off to Chung Ching (my former secondary school) to get my Statement of Results

met few of my former teachers and they congratulated me,

although i didn't really get quite a good result.

when i saw my statement of results,

the first thing i checked was my percentage uniform mark.

then i went..

cause the marks were..

yes..

SO CLOSE !!

I got a few 89%, 79%s in my exams.

damn it.

I'm really sorry to my teachers in CCMS!

Sorry I didn't work hard enough to achieve any A*s and As for you guys!

:(

GCE Oct/Nov "O" Level Result

YES!

AFTER DAYS AND DAYS OF WAITING,

I FINALLY GOT MY RESULTS!

FUCK THOSE RUMOURS!

IM FREE FROM NERVOUS AND ANXIETY BITCHES!

oops, sorry for the language. hehe

i'm just really too excited!

As you can see from my Twitter page

I've been spammed since 5pm+ about the results

Lots of happy, anxious, sad, angry, #foreverwaitingforresults tweets has been sent by every nervous o level-ians 2011

and yes, we have finally gotten our results!!!!

*glorious background music playing*

but the thing is..

i'm not really satisfied with my results :(

Got no A1,

A2 for

• Chinese ( OMG i cannot believe that I ace this! )
• Mathematics (D Syllabus)
• Physics
• Biology
• Chemistry

All my sciences got A!! *happy*

and as for B3s,

• Additional Mathematics (i expect it to be one of the As too *sad*)
• Geography (as my additional subject)

B4s

• English (okok la. my language sucks)

and I credited my Malay for C5!!

Well, I'll work harder when I'm having my A level!!

*le few months later*

fuck this shit, i'll pass it LOL

A Comfortable Relationship

I think we are all just looking for that one person that we can be ourselves around,

that one person who will love you and accept who you are,

your silly awkward side,

and your serious side too.

We are all just looking for that "Comfortable Relationship"

You don't care what you are doing because as long as that one special person is next to you,

then you are happy,

whether it's going out or having a lazy day at home watching movies and eating food.

You cherish all these moments with them,

because that special person is the one you enjoy seeing and being around everyday,

that person is someone you can turn to with all your problems

and they will be there for you through it all.

Every conversation, hug, kiss, or whatever, you always look forward to.

because in your heart you truly love them and wouldn't have it any other way.

It's that relationship that through whatever happens you are going to stick by their side and support them.

It's simply that "Comfortable Relationship" where you can be yourself and not to be afraid of them judging you

After all love is the acceptance of one another regardless of flaws or anything else.

Always remember that you can never find a perfect partner to love you the way you wanted.
Only a person who's willing to love you more than what you are,
someone who'll accept you for what you can and for what you can't be.
And that's even better than perfect.

Just appreciate what you have.

Chap Goh Meh

Happy Chap Goh Meh to all the Chinese out there! ^^

It's the last day of our Chinese New Year 2012....

So.....

and i'm quite proud of myself,

because ...

During Chinese new year,

we tend to celebrate..

cause it's new year

Most of the celebrations chinese have consists of consuming alcohol.

and my new year resolution for this year was not to touch any alcohol

cause last year, i drank too much :s

During these days,

I've been getting informations that we're gonna receive out results by SMS

Therefore I keep spamming my twitter, due to anxiety

and i has became an anxiety kitty

Another rumour is that it'll be released by tomorrow via SMS.

OH SHIT OH SHIT OH SHIT.

I'm really nervous for it lor.

Cause I forgot I did well or did bad during the exams.

What? It's so last year !!

and i has bad memory

I only remembered I did quite a lot mistakes during the exams.

GOOD LUCK TO BRUNEI O LEVEL-IANS OCT/NOV 2011, UPON RECEIVING GOOD RESULTS!!!

via SMS.

8th day of CNY

It's been more than a week during the CNY.

Been to quite a few houses already,

few angpaos has been achieved.

LOL.

Seriously, been rotting at home waay too long.

I'm starting to wither too.

I was expecting dad to visit his usual friend's houses all over the country

but yet..

we just visited few

LIKE LAST FEW YEARS????

means not much angpaos are being achieved :(

been to most of my friends' houses to visit and greet happy new year and achieve more angpaos

and yay!

i still got a lot :D

ok lah not really many.

but i still got em :D

you jelly , forever alones?

*trollface

oh, and by the way,

my bro LipYi has flew back to Perth today :(

I'll wait you till you come back bro!

Happy Chinese New Year!

and yes i got it from Google,

i'm that lazy lololololol

anyways,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

TIME FOR ANGPAOS! LOL jk

i wanna visit my friends' houses :3

red here , red there! everywhere red red ! ~

The truth about relationships

Relationships fall and wither because eventually someone stops trying and it doesn’t feel the same.

The first couple of months or even years it may be the best thing you ever wished for,

but eventually someone loses feelings, gets to busy, or doesn’t even bother to try.

You know what? Because they’re comfortable.

The beginning is all about the chase.

Can you keep up?

If you can then you’ll get the hang of it and then you won’t want to try anymore.

You aren’t afraid to lose them because they’re yours.

Arguing leads to fighting and it just gets worse from there.

It all flashes by so fast.

So, cherish what you have.

Not So Typical Friday

got back home not long ago :D

checked 9gag, and facebook, twitter,

and vio la ~

i'm here blogging ._.

so, woke up superb early this morning, by my mum..

seriously i'm growing panda eyes already.

here's a picture of me:

ok la, i'm not that cute la lol

I've been helping mum to make cookies and cookies and still cookies for Chinese New Year,

and hell yeah, the preparations seriously tires me a lot.

Especially this year, I'm not having classes until I got my examinations result.

I took GCE Oct/Nov 'O' Level Examinations last year by the way.

I missed a hangout with friends this afternoon,

thanks to my mum, for ordering me to make cookies.

T______T

but then i get to see some of my friends at the tuition center! :D

that's a great thing to do :3

and we made pancakes too!

oh, and no, i'm not going to the tuition center to study or learn or teach,

i went there sometimes to meet some of my friends who's going there occasionally.

yes, we're that bored.

we treat that place like our third home :D

(second is school)

CNY is getting closer and closer,

like 2 or 3 days to go!

and here comes ANGPAO !

weeeee ~

means i get to have money again :3

can't wait for CNY to come!

although there's no CNY feeling in Brunei. boooo!